Hey, Heidi here! Oh I feel you here. The desire to be good at something really hits a cord with me. Sometimes you just feel like you suck at everything, and nothing is working at all, and it gets all gummed up inside. In those times, I deeply desire to be good at something.
The thing that's missing in those times is not that I am not good at many things, but that in those moments I don't feel them. I don't feel my best. It has nothing to do with not being the best at something, or having a strong point.
How you feel and what your reality is are not always the same things. When you are moody and everything sucks, you suck, and everything you do sucks too. Try not to believe those moods as reality. Try to see that you are in a mood, and your mood is thinking those things. But that doesn't mean that you have no talent or inherently suck.
Your value is the same whether you are in a good mood or not. Your talents exist whether you can see them or not. Even if you were truly terrible at everything you would still hold value. Your worth is not your skillset, you are more than a commodity, and you have something to give the world you're in.
All the love, Heidi
Originally published on Instagram on March 24th, 2023